i got sick of ppl telling me i'd overcome my obstacles be you know why? i love my obstacles, they are my son and husband. i felt depressed cause i knew it was all over, tin i felt hilty for feeling that way because it's not Mikey's fault and them i went back to being depressed. your problems will only in cray he you leave them, and you won't cause you.sea good mommy but i can tell ou it does get easier. i hurts to watch your future as you had planned it disappear but remember delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. i'm with you. i'm praying for you. pray for me, too.