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Since this is rarely read, and that its basically a journal anyway...eh whatever I'm rationalizing because I want to talk openly and I don't often allow myself that freedom.. Anyway, I'm really stressed out. No one big thing needs fixing, I'm just tired. It feels like people are becoming so much more needy and teachers think that you have nothing else going on in your life except their class so they think they can keep you busy until you come back into their class... I haven't gotten my student loans that I was supposed to get a month ago, and so many people try to cash in when you absolutly need them not to.. And I feel like I have to be a responsible adult all the time, partly because a certian man in my life is not and then partly because I have such an incredibly worry prone nature. I wish I could have time to BE the things I used to like about myself, like happy, relaxed, spontanious.. fun...anything other than constantly in a hurry and never measuring up..some people do try to help, but he gives me what he would give himself, not what I want him to give.. but its not his fault. And I wish I had friends that my friendship with them was not contingeniout on me giving them what they want.. Like people that just like to be around, share connection, that sort of thing.. I feel like I'm useless to people unless they want some thing from me. Be mostly I just want to complain I guess.. to talk about how I feel, it helps somehow..I guess even when no one is listening. My life really is good, I just need to release my frustrations sometimes, I need to have time when I'm not constantly worring about everything...

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EXCITING NEWS!!! Clarity can Crawl!!

Also, in other news, I'm now officially a UCM student...and so is Dan...

I recently had the most stressful days of my life so far... Long story (kinda), to do with school, daycare, money, husbands, english teachers, a HBO documentary, no sleep,ear infections.. mostly a great mixture of these elements..But I think everything is mostly worked out now.

School is cool, but its Clarity who has taking control of me and Dans lives...

And we're both very glad she did...

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So my Camera broke.... so these will probably be the last pictures for a while.

So here is my adorable baby.

And here is my georgous baby.

I went to a totally awesome concert this past weekend. Probably the first 'real' rock concert Dan says, that I've ever been to.  Motion City Soundtrack, I must say is one of my favorite bands. When we were walking out Dan bumped into the lead singer and gave him a hug.

Here is us before and during the concert, Where I think I sweat more during those few hours than I've sweat in my whole life, combined.

So this is the lead singer from Motion City Soundtrack, Justin. Right before my camera took its last camera breath.

Dan cut and highlighted my hair for me,  I tried to dye Dans hair red just for the concert but it turned out a faint purplish-burgundy.

Clarity is getting so big. She always wants to stand up, she tries to crawl but just gets frustrated and wants to stand up.

One more week till we move to Warrensburg. I'm pretty excited, not necessary about Warrensburg but about getting back into school and finally taking the classes I'm interested in and not just required stuff I'll never remember anyway.

Anyways thats about it for now. Not like anyone ever reads this anyway..